Selah
10-27-12, 4:51am
I have a number of part-time gigs that make up my new work life in Israel. Some of them are lower paid but are so easy and pleasant to do, that it doesn't even feel like work. I am energized and not depleted by doing them. However, I recently started another gig that pays very well but demands that I work with my weaknesses. (My personal weaknesses include not being very organized, not being a great self-starter, and not good at time management.) This gig assigns a big data entry project that involves multiple spreadsheets, going back and forth between spreadsheets and textbook files, working with visual placement of information in the textbook, and so on. It demands a high knowledge of Excel (which I don't have any formal training in, much less the program...I use a free OpenOffice version of it), and a rapid use of it. Once you get an assignment, you have several weeks in which to complete it. You are supposed to work on your project "a little bit each day, in your spare time" which in theory sounds great, but in practice, for me, is almost impossible.
On the one hand, I'd rather spend two hours doing something I love to make the same money I'd earn doing one hour of this work. On the other hand, I feel that if I really looked at the unpleasant gig as a way to practice overcoming my weaknesses (i.e. learn to become better and time management, self-starting, and using Excel), I would be more effective overall in my work life and in my personal life.
The first project I did in the "bad" gig is now complete. Honestly, although I got it in on time, I made a lot of mistakes that I had to correct. I really struggled with this project and found it very difficult to understand conceptually as well as practically. My supervisor got frustrated with me because on multiple occasions I just didn't "get" what she told me, and she took care to point out exactly how many times she'd given me the same informaton. "Selah, I believe I have already told you three times that you are to put one asset in the A column, and one asset in the B column! Good night!" was a recent message she sent me on Skype, cutting off any more chances to ask her to clarify.
On the other hand, I did do it correctly, ultimately, and now that I've gone through this sharp, short, and deeply unpleasant learning curve, I dare to hope that the next one might be bettter...or at least easier and quicker. We get paid by the project, not the number of hours it takes us to do, so it would benefit me to get very fast at this type of work. Also, the company does provide good benefits if you can stick with the work for three months, a year, and then three years.
What do you think?
On the one hand, I'd rather spend two hours doing something I love to make the same money I'd earn doing one hour of this work. On the other hand, I feel that if I really looked at the unpleasant gig as a way to practice overcoming my weaknesses (i.e. learn to become better and time management, self-starting, and using Excel), I would be more effective overall in my work life and in my personal life.
The first project I did in the "bad" gig is now complete. Honestly, although I got it in on time, I made a lot of mistakes that I had to correct. I really struggled with this project and found it very difficult to understand conceptually as well as practically. My supervisor got frustrated with me because on multiple occasions I just didn't "get" what she told me, and she took care to point out exactly how many times she'd given me the same informaton. "Selah, I believe I have already told you three times that you are to put one asset in the A column, and one asset in the B column! Good night!" was a recent message she sent me on Skype, cutting off any more chances to ask her to clarify.
On the other hand, I did do it correctly, ultimately, and now that I've gone through this sharp, short, and deeply unpleasant learning curve, I dare to hope that the next one might be bettter...or at least easier and quicker. We get paid by the project, not the number of hours it takes us to do, so it would benefit me to get very fast at this type of work. Also, the company does provide good benefits if you can stick with the work for three months, a year, and then three years.
What do you think?