I'm mad at myself for having miscounted the number of PT sessions I'm allowed under my BlueCross Plan. I am alloted 20 visits per year and accidently did 21, miscounting the number of sessions I had at my PT place in Santa Fe earlier in the year.

Now I will be on the hook for $224. That's in addition to the $2,771.23 that I owe to other various medical bills. When one is not working this is a big deal. Right now I am paying about $175 every month towards this medical debt while I wait to see if I will be approved for SSDI.

I just needed to vent; really, I am mad at myself for screwing up but it has been a difficult year to coordinate all the stuff that is going on.